Day 13 Continued...
The plus side of today...it is more than halfway over. the downside? I feel like very little progress has been made. It's frustration. I've worked really hard, I've gotten a lot done...but I still feel like I am treading water, to an extent.
This job stresses me out. STRESSSSSS. This stress then carries over into every single little aspect of my life. I don't even know what to do half of the time. Again...STRESS. I just want to curl up in a ball on my couch with my dogs and watch shows with people dancing in them. I don't want to watch the elections. I voted, I'm excited to see what happens. But I think I will just flip back now and then to catch an update and spend the rest of my night watching something crappy. I really want to go and rent Journey to the Center of the Earth. It is at the Redbox today, so I may just go do that. Nothing like a bad Brenden Fraiser movie to take your mind off things for awhile. I really wish I had my laptop already so that I could play some pirates. I miss my pirate family, they usually get me thru my days here, but I have been so busy I haven't been able to play lately.
So as happy as I am that I'm losing weight, I really hate Smart for Life right now. They took away my bacon. My booze. My pirates (might as well blame the diet). My social life (who wants to go sit with all their drunk friends in a bar...totally sober?). DAMN YOU SMART FOR LIFE.
Okay not really, I'm thrilled about the diet I'm just in an extremely foul mood today. Yesterday too. I really turn into Loner-girl when I get like this. Rather be alone and be in a foul mood than lash out at someone who probably doesn't totally deserve it (oh come on...everyone deserves it a little bit).
Life usually hands people lemons. Make some lemonade, sweet. I think life is handing me eggplant. Who wants eggplant juice? Not me, thats for sure.
I know it'll all pass. It always does. But I hate feeling bummed. Maybe it's a lack of carbs in my life. ;)
Anywho, I'm not sure how accurate it is, but I got on the scale this morning and am down almost 14 pounds. Crazy. Reeeeeeeeally encouraging...but crazy. This is what not drinking and not having sodas or grease/butter will do. Two weeks...I'm impressed.
So I'm back for another official weigh in tomorrow. I don't know why that reminded me to take my vitamins.
Come show me how ye bury yer treasure, lad!
Olivia
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